Darkness surrounds me when everything comes back, the flashbacks especially and i scream as the hands comes closer and when i hear the evil laughter, i scream so loud but NO, i can’t even hear my own voice.
All i can hear is the laughter, people laughing at me and i break down falling to my knees, cradling my face in my hands and tears streaming down my cheeks.
And Iam scared just scared of everything, every touch every noise just makes me shiver and gives me the eerie kind of cold.
It’s been years and i wonder when will i ever get over this, when will i ever be safe and when will i ever be able to find peace.
Abhirose 